Highlights of my year

With it being New Years Eve, I am going to post some highlights of my year.

NUMBER 1. Becoming close with MA. She has literally been my rock this past year and I wouldn't have come this far without her support. I just love you so much, Mare Bear!

All my Vox Concerts and all the cool people I've gotten to meet through there.

Going to Summerfest and getting to see Ingid Michaelson live!

Being giving the chance to receive training in the circ department at work.

For surviving and being fearless and brave!

Letting God back into my life!

All the ups and downs with my fiancé Jeff. And having our engagement pictures taken!

That's all I got, for now!

Here's to an even better year in 2015!

Katie

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