Sing a new song, Chiquitita.

Self care today? Monk!

And then off to work this afternoon for my last shift this week.

I am feeling stronger this week. He is not going to hurt me. I now have that power. & I know if he ever tried I have some amazing friends who would have my back! You people are amazing!

I'm a survivor, and one step at a time I am moving towards thriver. Sometimes it's a few steps backwards and other times it's a few steps forwards. I know I am making great strides in my journey and I thank YOU for being an amazing part of it!!!

"Try once more, like you did before, sing a new song, Chiquitita."

Yes, I'm going to just keep swimming and keep making my baby steps as I sing a new song.

XOXO,

Kater Chiquitita

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