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Camping & Healing Trip

Tomorrow, rather, tonight all my stress and sadness are going on a hiatus. 

Tonight I am headed to spend the night at my parents & in the morning I am leaving for a camping trip with my family.

I am leaving all bad thoughts behind and will only focus on the good, my trip, healing thoughts and only think of healing people and pets in my life. I am leaving behind the thoughts of my abuser, SVU, and how words hurt. & I hope when I get back that I will feel better. I am hoping for some form of healing.

I am going to leave you the pictures of last year's trip so you can have an idea of what I'm talking about.

Bring on the joy, family time and healing! God has great things in store for me!

Before I post those pictures I want to leave you with this.... Show a little bit of kindness.. And not the other way around!

Katie


 









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  1. AnonymousSeptember 24, 2014 at 3:14 PM

    God's world is so beautiful. May you feel his peace, love and healing! love you Katie Girl! MA

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